SegzOkb

2020 has been a year that has unpacked so much that none  would have predicted but..   How do we respond? You know many people have postulated about the current trend in the world post COVID 19, like the world will never be the same, which is true and I do think so too, but things are made are even dire with situation we as a people find ourselves in Nigeria, with price of Petroleum which is our major source of revenue going done every day, Naira our currency is already losing value to the Dollar, there are already news of salary cut and retrenchment in different sectors of the economy and some self-employed people don’t know if they still have a business to resume to or not, even some political appointees salaries are being cut in some states. The whole picture and scenario looks bleak and hopeless. But as people of God and members of the Kingdom of Heaven, how do we live or react and what should we believe even at this times, because what we belief wi...

SegzOkb: Lonely World : I woke up this morning feeling unloved, like nobody cared and alone in this world. While still struggling with this thoughts here b...

I woke up this morning feeling unloved, like nobody cared and alone in this world. While still struggling with this thoughts here busting into the room my son after knocking once, He always needs more questions to be answered as usual. Seeing him makes me realise at least am not alone in this world and am loved and cared for, maybe not in the way and manner I would have loved to be. But the truth be told people in this our present world are downright cold, selfish and uncaring, they are only 'what's in it for me' kind of people around now, or do I say are the majority of people I found around myself these days, maybe am the one walking in the wrong circle, hope am not been guilty of over generalisation. Or maybe I should have to take a good look at myself, maybe I have changed too and I am as guilty of the same uncaring and selfish attitude as others, So I just said to myself, Segun slowdown and take a good look at my interactions with people around in the co...

I have not been sleeping too well for the past few days, so when Inoluwa came in to my room by 2am. it was unusual, because she and her brother comes in to the room normally like 6am. Fast forward to 6.30am, Bukunmi my son came in to show me that she just lost a tooth, which we were exited about, then lying on the bed near to me came the question, 'When is Mummy coming back'? , for a moment I was flustered, running this question through my mind in a moment,  thinking of what's the best answer to this young mind, you can't blame him though, he's used to his mummy travelling for  a week, sometimes for a month and coming back with gifts, toys and chocolate, I think this absence was too much for him to handle and thinking why can't she be back for this long journey? 5 months now is a awful lonooogtime. but alas we have to still live with this for the rest of our lives. Back to 'Bukunmi, this discussion ensured Segun:  Do you know where mummy went? Bukunm...

F rom the first muse I wrote, It's still shows that the your loss is still so so fresh in hearts and mind of many. Doyin sent in this ( remember her? the other Doyin in Children's church), the wordings of this song below and it's so so comforting, knowing that as one in Christ We don't say Goodbye, but see you Later.  Why this confidence?,  because Jesus has conquered death, and have the victory already,  and there is a blessed assurance that we all shall rise again in victory. HELLO AFTER GOODBYE Verse 1 We dress in black and we say goodbye, how our hearts break and, oh, how we cry Yet through we grieve, we still have hope 'Cause for all hearts of faith, we trust and know Chorus There is a hello after goodbye, a blessed reunion, promised in time We will be with them far longer than we were without No doubt, no more tears in our eyes In that beautiful, wonderful, hello after goodbye Verse 2 Next time we see them, we'll never more ...

Hi, It's 93 days now since you left, things have changed, really changed. You remember how I used to say I don't miss people, (especially when you come back from those Travels of yours, either long or short) and you asked me did you miss me? my reply usually is you know I don't miss people. How wrong I am, now i know what it is to miss someone, what do I mean you may want to ask? or how do I feel to come to this sudden conclusion. Have you resumed in office feeling good, and suddenly the thought of you, comes to mind, and my brain seemly shut down and can't think of nothing else except you. Yeah I mean you. Your smile, your presence, the way you'll like to show your affection towards me regardless of where, and that makes you you. love every bit of it. Who do I talk to? Who can really understand me in few words? The room is still has you left it that Friday morning, don't know what to do to it or do I say still don't have the guts to do any...