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Muse

Hi,

It's 93 days now since you left, things have changed, really changed.
You remember how I used to say I don't miss people, (especially when you come back from those Travels of yours, either long or short) and you asked me did you miss me? my reply usually is you know I don't miss people.
How wrong I am, now i know what it is to miss someone, what do I mean you may want to ask? or how do I feel to come to this sudden conclusion.

Have you resumed in office feeling good, and suddenly the thought of you, comes to mind, and my brain seemly shut down and can't think of nothing else except you. Yeah I mean you.

Your smile, your presence, the way you'll like to show your affection towards me regardless of where, and that makes you you. love every bit of it.

Who do I talk to?
Who can really understand me in few words?
The room is still has you left it that Friday morning, don't know what to do to it or do I say still don't have the guts to do anything about it.

Thoughts of what will be going thorough your mind in the last hour of that crash, do you think I will be able to handle your absence? Yes on the outside folks says am strong, but Omo am not o!

Inioluwa and Bukunmi has been a source of courage and a valid reason to hold on and press on

Dedo mi, missed you, as I typed this few words, the wordings of this song came to mind

Tani noro temi fun
Ayafi Baba loke
Eleda awa ko ma se da mi da bukata mi
( I think thats Obey's song)

Comments

  1. bodetoye1 November 2011 at 12:23

    what can I say, she was a darling I was told time will heal, unfortunately the wound is so fresh dat seems its new every day. missing her badly

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  2. josyO5 December 2011 at 13:32

    May God comfort us all, everyday is different and your family is always on our minds even in my quietness - be sure that you are on our minds. Toyosi

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